new vibes.

*this post was meant to be posted last week but Blogger failed again. I decided to change to WordPress. Argh! In the meanwhile, I’m still currently busy with my lab projects which will all end by next Wednesday. And then, it’ll be in time for exam revision. So, not so much updates. Why does blogger screw up again? shoosh~*

The term break practically flew past me, leaving me into a much more dire state than before. Yeah, one week of DDP = camping in lab (9am-5pm) from Mon-Fri during the break. It was such a torturous regime that every CE student had to go through. I wasn’t spared from the agony of an ignorant lab partner either. So, someone gotta save me. Being in charge of the mouse control, I only see enlightment on the 3rd day when it finally moved. My mind basically revolved around codes and program logic every night, haunting me even when I try to get to sleep. And to think that I had plan to start my exam revision during the break, I guess I was too mentally drained to do anymore thinking by the end of the day. So, when Friday came, I packed my bags and left for home! I did Full House marathon the whole night and just chill out. I was too stressed.

Now that the 2nd half has begun, I feel like I’m drowning big time. My exam revision has to be put on hold, thanks to my lab projects =X . I still gotta do my Database lab, complete 206 lab project which is due in 2 weeks and start my software development for DDP where we(me and partner) have to come up with the Virtual Mouse and Maze Exploration Algorithm. But I think, I’ll have to code that myself ;( *looks at partner with smirk* I’m a very patient person who hardly blows up but I seriously think that my patience will start wearing out soon. Sadly, the recent high tide of workload has left me suffering physically too. My wrist has been strained badly that it has become a sprain and I’m now wearing a wrist guard. I went to see the doctor to get my medicine for migraine as well =(

Talking bout getting enough sleep, I seem to have trouble sleeping for the past few weeks. It’s funny how when at 2am, my brain is still actively at work but my body is too tired. So, I will end up staring at the ceiling trying hard to fall asleep. It seems that I’m not the only one having the problem. My fellow coursemates are in the same blackhole too. Maybe it’s the CE syndrome. I just suggested to Simin the other day that I should start the ‘Save the Panda’ campaign since I’m already one of the pandas. They need to save the pandas from extinction. At this rate I’m going, I just fear that my wire will get tripped and bowled over. When that happens, i just cant imagine the consequences. *dreads*

I hate ranting bout unhappy events or more likely, my so uninteresting life story. To think of it, being an undergrad, you can’t run away from the problems, right? I wish I can take a short getaway for just a weekend to let me recharge. I’m too drained to do anything. I cant wait for the lab projects to finish so I can bury one hole in Library 2 to start mugging. Trust me, I wouldn’t mind camping in the library rather than camping in the lab everyday. Even the lab supervisors have become my good friends -__-|||

I know some of my friends have been concerned with the state of my health and mind. But don’t worry guys, I will pull through this ordeal and see it through this end. Just bear with me with my constant whinings, okays? I just need a listening ear. And yeah, entertain me with funny jokes to brighten up my days and I’ll be okay :) I would be thankful if you guys can help me out with the modules too since I dun really catch some of the theories taught in lectures. That will help me for my revision as well.

The weather has been really bad due to the haze so it kinda affects the mood as well. Everything’s so fuzzy wuzzy now. Right down to my personal life area. It’s a wonder how a certain someone can bring joy and heartache at the same time to this heart. Oh gosh. Life of a twenty-something is really a crazy ride and full of contradictions. Will post pictures another time when I’m not too time constrained.

mood: listless
groove: Jazz tunes from iTunes radio (should check it out!)
read: -
watch: Grey’s Anatomy S03,Episode 2

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